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January 8, 2014

On to part two, and to start editing, editing, editing part one of And then I turned 30. There are so many gaps to fill, and so many corrections to make.

Right now, I just want to revel in the fact it is no longer 50 degrees in my house. I guess filters are a thing you have to change in your furnace, especially when you’ve got a herd of animals furring up the joint. It was so cold today that one of the herd panicked while outside doing his business and refused to move in any sort of direction. He just kept picking up different legs with a terrified look on his face. Shortly thereafter, the pit bull did a similar thing, but at least toughed it out enough to limp up the back steps with his tail tucked between his legs. He also spent the better part of a half an hour cowering at the feet of the furnace repair guys. He’s such a hard ass. *eye roll*

Really, what I need to do is get back to emailing a friend abroad before I fall asleep.

From an email I sent MTIA last night, and possibly a starting point for part 2, or maybe the very end of part 1:
The reality is that I will likely always love TLTL. He treats me like shit sometimes, but I’m no angel, either. I’m not sure how I feel about anyone anymore, and while that sort of sucks, it’s good to at least know that I know nothing instead of trying to make like I know everything, have it all figured out.

Part of me hopes that MTIA shares this with TLTL. At TLTL’s tonight, I did not say “I love you.”  Of course, this does not nullify the fact that I told him via our epic text battle that I want my future to be with him. He is fundamentally a good man.

I just typed all this half asleep, but I’m posting it anyway, because doing that sort of thing amuses me.

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4 Comments
  1. I post half asleep most days myself. Best of luck with your editing. 🙂

  2. I wish that had been my day, sort of. Now WAKE UP!!! 😀

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